Jacko's darkest secret

Living-in nanny of 12 years exposes Michael Jackson's darkest secrets


Grace Rwaramba, the 42 year-old woman who spent five years as Michael Jackson’s secretary and then 12 year’s as his children’s nanny was probably the closest person Michael Jackson had and he often trusted her with his life.

Grace, in her first interview ever, breaks her silence and reveals how Michael lived in a friend’s basement like a rat for weeks on because he was broke, how his children were often neglected and at times afraid of him…how he preferred to spend thousands of dollars in benefactor money in antiques and posh hotels at a time when his children didn’t have a home or even a tutor to give them basic elementary education…how she often pumped his stomach after an overdose of drugs.

Uganda-born Grace revealed she fled America to join British TV interviewer Daphne Barak at her Swiss holiday home after she was abruptly sacked by ailing Jackson just two months ago. And on Thursday she screamed with shock as she learned of his death.

Grace told Daphne: “I took these babies in my arms on the first day of each of their lives. They are my babies.”

Grace claims she was sacked by Jackson because she was getting too close to the children but had fully expected to be reinstated soon.

She said he routinely fired her then begged her to return as he was unable to look after himself never mind the three children.

She told Daphne: “These poor babies. . . I was getting phone calls that they were being neglected. Nobody was cleaning the rooms because Michael didn’t pay the housekeeper.

“I was getting calls telling me Michael was in such a bad shape. He wasn’t clean. He hadn’t shaved. He wasn’t eating well. I used to do all this for him and they were trying to get me to go back.”

Grace claimed that while she gave the children a loving and stable influence they had a cold, uneasy and sterile relationship with their oddball father, with whom she was at the centre of marriage rumours in 2006. She said: “I used to hug and laugh with them. But when Michael was around they froze. I really miss Blanket
. He makes me laugh. Only recently, he decided to do a concert for me. He was so cute, singing Billy Jean and other songs by his father.

“I was laughing so hard. Prince and Paris were playing around. It was such a happy moment. Then suddenly Michael walked in and the kids just looked frightened. Michael was so angry.”

As for the masks Jacko made the kids wear in public, Grace revealed: “They didn’t like them. It wasn’t my idea. I hated it as well. So whenever I had a chance I misplaced the masks or ‘forgot’ to pack them.

“Michael always got angry. But what was most shocking to me is that the children don’t even have a teacher. They can’t play with other children and don’t have a teacher to help them learn about the world.”

Grace also said Jackson had permitted the Nation of Islam to exert an influence over him and his children.

She said: “He allowed this woman from the Nation of Islam… she was so cold and didn’t know how to hold them or how to hug them.”

Last night Jacko’s close pal Deepak Chopra confirmed: “The kids love Grace and kids called her mum. And she was the only person that told Michael the truth about his life.”

Grace also revealed to Barak how Jackson had overdosed on drugs before.

She had to step in quickly to save his life. Jacko was taking a deadly daily drug cocktail including up to three powerful narcotic pain relievers, including the potent Demerol.

Grace said: “I had to pump Michael’s stomach out many times.”

The nanny told how the 2005 child abuse case left Jackson with so little money he relied entirely on handouts and cash loans from friends.

Astonishingly she told Barak, who had recorded a series of TV inteviews with her, that even when he DID get money he preferred to blow it staying in strings of posh hotels rather than providing a stable home.

She said: “The truth is Michael didn’t have money. One day out of the blue he received some cash but instead of buying a house somewhere so we didn’t have to keep moving from one hotel to another or stay with friends, he told me, ‘Go to Florence and buy antiques.’

“He asked me to spend £600,000. But we didn’t even have a home so we had to put them all into storage.”

Grace told how Jacko had so little understanding of financial matters that cash had to be paid into HER bank account, then drawn out and given to him like pocket money.

She said that after the 2005 child abuse case he was left skint and his brother Jermaine “connected him” to Sheikh Abdullah, son of the mega-wealthy King of Bahrain.

She said Abdullah “sponsored” Jackson - paying for lawyers and other huge expenses - because he thought the singer was going to create a charity and make a CD with him.

Grace said that after Abdullah later sued Jacko, the singer at first denied ever getting money from him.

But she added: “Michael just did not have a clue about have money.

“The Nation of Islam was telling him that the house we had in Los Angeles, after Neverland was sold, cost £60,750 a month.

“But I checked with many real estate agencies. To rent this house should not have cost more than £12,000-15,000.

“And once he got a £600,000 offer to make an appearance in Japan. But there were a lot of different business parties involved and I warned him that by the time everyone took their cut he would end up with a very small amount. He didn’t want to hear. He flew to Japan and got £121,500.

“Then he got a second proposal to go to Japan and this time there was only £121,500 on the table.

“He went and then decided on the spur of the moment to attend the birthday party of the son of Sultan of Brunei. He spent all the money from Japan staying in a big expensive hotel.”

Grace revealed how, shortly before his death, Jackson was forced to bed down in the New Jersey basement of one of his former employees.

“We were running out of friends,” said Grace. “But we suddenly showed up at the home of Frank Tyson. Now Frank’s family isn’t rich. They have a small house. But we stayed there for weeks. I felt so bad.”

Grace also feared the pressure of his forthcoming London O2 comeback tour had taken its toll on Jackson.

She believed he was in such a state that he did not even REALISE he had signed up for 50 dates.

The tour had been eagerly awaited as the King of Pop had not set foot on stage since a disastrous appearance at the World Music Awards in 2006, when he managed to sing only two lines of We Are The World.

Grace said: “Fifty performances! I said, ‘What are you doing?’ He said ‘I signed only for 10′. He didn’t know what he was signing. He never did.”



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Since when I say I wanna buy that house...

I was bored going back to my older post to refresh what've written ever since I started this blog of mine. Then I come back to my blog post that I write about me visiting The Peak@BukitPrima http://emonell.blogspot.com/2007/12/peak-bukit-prima.html with my mom and I was surprise to see that a real estate agent unexpectedly responded to my blog post and leave the following comment.

Dear Miss,

I saw that you are interested in this 3-storey Semi-D in Bukit Prima.

http://emonell.blogspot.com/2007/12/peak-bukit-prima.html ,

Just an brief introduction about myself, I am RS an agent from HR United Group, I see your in interest in this project.

FYi, there are only a few units left for this project, I can help you if you need 100% loan on buying this property (meaning that no down-payment is needed),

The Sales & Purchase agreement is also waived.

Please contact me for more information.

Thanks.



RS Liew
Agent, (016-6110011)
HR United Group.


First of all, I was abit mm song because this Liew refered me as Miss...dulan betul. I'm Mister la. I was really surprise that my so unpopular blog also got real estate agent dropby one.

My mom decided to settle for a much affordable house somewhere nearby The Peak@ Bukit Prima under the similar house description so I wouldn't be bother to reply this humble RS agent from HR United Group however his/her reply has left a doubt in my mind. Although I'm not an expert in Sales and Purchase Agreement thingy , I was wondering can we really get a 100% loan to buy a property?

The last I've heard only that cheapo quality Kia car manufaturer is offering people zero downpayment and 100% loan agreement to purchase their car.

It's quite far-fetched to believe that we can obtain 100% loan to purchase a landed property. At this moment I have not confirm such believe with my mom yet as I wrote this piece of writing in my blog. Considering the property my mom formerly interested are 800K at bare minimum , it's impossible for a person to obtain 100% loan right? Too good to be true.

However I've consulted a friend of mine whose a former bank manager, he said such ruling ( to offer 100% loan ) is not impossible. It can happen for a new housing development but it's high unlikely to happen for a second hand house. Reasonable.

However in my personal view, I do not think it's viable to give out 800k loan without any security as consideration. It takes a dreadful years to pay off the loans and consider the interest attach to it. What if the bank give out 100% loan and the purchaser defaulter the loan within years after obtaining the loan due to financial incompetency? But anyway, if you work as a Regional Manager or a CEO, with such a reputable job title as a bank , I myself would not hesitate to give out the loan because your salary can clear off the loan in matters of months. I would reasonably hesitate to give you this loan deal (100% loan) if your monthly salary is not even minimumly taxable by the government . It's ridiculously stupid to contract with a lack of means purchaser. Bank would go bankcrupt if all borrower can't repay the loan.

Do you know that CIMB CEO Datuk Nazir Razak is the highest paid CEO of GLC companies in Malaysia? His salary is 9.35 million leh... every year also can buy one ferrari as a toy for his grandson.

So all this agent promise you 100% loan is purely inducement la...at the end of the day the bank still require to look at the borrower's background before settle down with such lucrative loan deal. In our life there's nothing without condition.

Playboy

The other day I had a small pep talk with a girl on msn where she relayed to me about her numerous experience with boys who have ulterior motive wanting to have a way with her. You know, the scenario where a typical playboy only want what’s in the girls pants and will immediately dump her once they get what they came for. Anyway, the reason why I'm writing this is to create awareness and to help you to pre-determine exactly when a playboy is lurking beside you so that you can be prepare not to fall for their dirty sex-capade trick. If he gets you pregnant, you will be at losing end not him.

She told me these type of guys are very immature as they adopt the common tactic to pick up girls and she personally find this rather bland and not unique at all. On the other hand, from the way they bring up themself you can safely conclude that they're here just for the sex but not for love because they present themself like a gigolo would present.

Here's few example how to distinguish them.

These are the common phrase they will you use to attract young innocent virgin girl

1) I'm handsome and girls like my body very much. Do you like them?
2) I only like pretty girls
3) Do you know how much I miss you? Do you miss me?
4) Did I already tell you that I'm good looking?

Heavy self-praising is their way of picking up chicks. We both concur that the best way to decide when a person is a playboy is when he say "I love you" before deeply knowing you. If he doesn't know her full name what makes you think that he's even sincere in having a relationship with her. These type of playboy only fall in love with girls outer beauty but not their inner beauty. So long as the girl is pretty, no matter what it cause he will abuse the word " I love you " in order to get what they came for because the 3 robust word will hit any girl's soft spot as biologically women are relationship oriented creature.

And when the girl reply that she's not interested with him because either he's not her type or she's with someone already, the guys usual respond will be

1) Oh..I'm so jealous of that guy having you to love him. I wish I'm him
2)

Their scope of conversation with girls more or less are very orthodox. They can't engage into talks on topic beside how much they love you. They will get stucked if you ask him about general topic, mechanical, politics, science or cooking. All they know is how to flirt and pamper you with words on how pretty you are without respecting your dignity. Better yet his own dignity.

He will focus only on both person’s outer beauty pushing for the idea that only the pretty and good looking ones are meant for each other. Imputing you and him are destined for each other. This is easy trick because mostly girls are easily fall prey for sweet talk.


This is the type of guy I would just say it to his face " if you want to get laid so much try going to the club and pick up those frequently wasted rich girl cum prostitute and get her pregnant at your pleasure . May you contract flower in your future sex endeavour ." Peace out.

Fucking life saving gadget

How to Spot Your Boss is Coming?

The mirror for your computer screen. Imagine you are at work, watching the posts on Damn Cool Pics or playing some game on your pc. Suddenly, your angry boss comes behind you and sees what you’re doing. Well, you can imagine what happens next.

So, to avoid this, you install this mirror on your computer screen and you can always see when your boss is coming, then, you open Word and continue "working".

Top Gear The Stig Revealed!

Based on the comment received in youtube, the revealed Stig identity appear to be under dispute. Only fraction of the viewers believes it was the REAL STIG. Do you believe it? I'll leave you to do your own judgment.

Dewberry flavour

All this while I hate perfumes because I dislike the strong chemical-laced odour perfume released as I find such smell unnatural. Irregardless whether it's CK, GUCCI, LV or Prada or whatever famous perfume brand out there I will still find them irritatingly distasteful. In my own dictionary, those body perfume is termed as smelly.

I only savour natural smell.

Perfume often turns me off because perfume is like make-up, they create a boundary between me and the natural sense of the cosmetic product user. I wouldn't fall for a girl just because of her make-ups or the fragrance of her perfume. I find such cosmetic products sheer deceiving because you're basically inducing opposite sex via a facade something which is not naturally produced by your body. Imagine kissing a girl with heavy make up on her face. Eewwy...


To raise a note, there's nothing like a smell of fresh air in Cameroon Highland. Arh..those natural fresh air smell. It helps me to relax all my senses. Bring me go to cloud nine.


Beside body perfume I also avert from room and car perfume. Those picit2 perfume euk...so tak boleh tahan.


However, recently I've developed a strong liking towards one particular unique natural smell that is dewberry. It doesn't have strong smell merely light in nature. Such taste really indulge me the freshness smell of a dewberry farm. Everytime I smell it, I feel very ecstatic. Now I can't live without smelling it. Shit. I'm being possesed by this smell. There must be a witch somewhere out there trying to control me using this good smell. Total loss of inhibition.

Anyway, I'm getting myself a dewberry perfume soon. Not matter what it takes. I want my room to be filled with dewberry's smell!! ASAP


Small note: I may have mixed up the difference between perfume and oil scent but tak kisah la...janji i love dewberry

I oppose the greater protection for foreign maids

I strongly oppose the establishment of somewhat a trade union alike for the foreign maids because the disadvantage outweighs the advantages of having one. Providing greater legal protection to maids is always a NO-NO for me. The more protection we provide them, the harder for the employer to ensure them to carry out their job responsibily as the maids will become more bold possibly go over their employers head causing greater erosion of employer's protection.

First and foremost, we must apprehend the general jobscope of the maid before we shall constructively criticise against the greater protection for foreign maids in our country. Maids does the work of a housekeeper such as cleaning clothes,washing cars, wash dishes, sweep the floor,clean toilet and some even cook dinner (you must be crazy to eat their food after where their hands have went to)come in to reduce or usurp the domestic burden any contemporary working parents would have at home.

Working parents need maids for their benefit so that they wouldn't be tied up with housework, affecting their working performance. Work should be more important than housekeeping because work give you income and housekeeping merely give you fuss. Therefore existence of maid is to ensure working parents able to emphasise and focus more on their career without being necessary distracted by additional tedious brunt entail from housekeeping which they don't really need after work.

Let's us then understand maids in their own context. What are maid? They are the less qualified people on earth. They receive the lowest education which justify their zero logic usage in carrying out their housekeeping work. They does the most easy job on earth. All they need to do is to carry out the same work everyday. Although they might me tedious at times but that's what you get if you want easy pay job. Otherwise we would have hired a rocket scientist to clean and iron our clothes. Obviously with such a low class work, you can't expect to treat them like an emperor.

Okay. Now, the reason why I stand firm that we should imposed more restriction on maid as oppose to freedom in their work is because first, they are foreigners and we're required to be authoritative so that they could carry out their work orderly and efficiently otherwise they would laze around doing nothing in the house with those paid salary. We expect them to do their work without us further instruct them after the 1st or two guidance.

If you don't already know, normally those foreign maids you hired like from Indonesia,Vietnam,Cambodia they are those who lives in KAMPUNG and have never seen city light before. They got no brain and even if they do, they don't know how to use them because they do not receive any proper education before. Therefore sometimes you may need to whip or cane them in order to make them listen to you. We do not whip them out of fun. We whip them so that they will do their job properly.

The problem with giving authority and instruction to them may entail a drawback that they might think that you are discriminating them through the inhumane degrading treatment. Of course they would think such a way because they are mentally challenged. What most of the employers does to the maids are actually the usually treatment parent apply when they are educating their own children. Beat ,scold and cane( Of course this doesn't include YTL or Vincent Tan method of teaching. Rich men doesn't know how to educate their son except giving them unlimited credit gold credit card ) If you did something wrong, we tarik telinga or cane your paw. But maids are adult people and not chilren anymore so tarik telinga is not hefty enough to sanction them for doing something wrong.

You remember the incident when a chinese employers has been found guilty for abusing her maid, pouring hot water on the maids body and iron her nipple? You must not be swayed by the biasness , blindly accept the news published in the newspaper as acceptable truth and treating the law to always uphold justice. Justice in law is generally skewed. If you look from the employers perspective, the reason why employer sometimes have taken up such drastic measure is because the foreign maid is getting up the employers nerve for boldly defying orders. If your maid constantly defying your orders and doesnt accede to your command after you have paid exorbitant amount of money to hire them, what will you do? Of course you will turn livid and when you're angered that's when unforeseen circumstances will happen. The mental strain inflicted on the employer by the arrogance and obstination of the maid will cause the employer to release those long perpetuate anger onto the maid.

The maid is the main cause for the employer's action. Anger and pressure is the biggest biological influence for explaining criminal behaviour , a fact I learned in the course of my criminology study. On a side note, countless testimonial from experienced employer( those who've hired so many maids before ) fessed that foreign maids especially those well-informed one will not hesistate to fake out an alleged abuse treatment of the employer or pretend to fall sick and wanna go home ( this will cause a loss to the employers pocket as such activity will renders employers money in hiring the maid be forfeited despite after they returned the "sicked" maid ) are the reason why employer need to control their maid's behaviour.

To be frank, I wouldn't rule out completely the possiblity of Manohara lying about his abusive husband if not she wanted money from the Prince. This view of mine is completely based on my strong stereotype against Indonesian that all of them are generally cunning money-minded bastard like our UMNO politicians.

The law appears to protect the obvious victim but not the less obvious one. Employer is the REAL victim in EVERY maid abuse case. It was because the constant mental injury inflicted on the involuntary employer by the maid that lead to such ugly episode of griveous bodily harm on them, the pariah maids. Especially those maid who are very lazy.

What about the case of maid killing the employer? You think Malaysian employer could have been so cruel mistreat them until the maid hav to vindictive her trauma with a murder? You think housewife tak takut masuk penjara one ar if seriously injure them? The poor employer is the REAL victim. Most of the maids that pass the screening test before allowed to work in Malaysia doesn't undergo pyschology test. Many relevant and important personality test is precluded from being tested. If there's one or two psychopath women escaped from being detected at screening test, this doesn't mean there's no psycho maid or there right? Because this matters will greatly affect our country's foreign relation , therefore government will push strongly for protection in order to improve ties with neighbouring country who supply us with maids.

Facts: If employer injured maid, employer cruelty is given front cover but when maid injured the employer, the issue is swept under the carper.

All this problem arise because of the unscrupulous maid agency. ( I strictly oppose maid agency and travel agency ) Due to their greedy and selfish craving for easy money, they will charge their customer an exorbitant fee for every maid they brought into Malaysia under pretext that all maids have underwent rigorous health and performance testing before allowed to work ignoring the quality of those maids. Take your money first then only promise you good service. Do you know that maid agency charge an increased 93% of the supposingly fee to renew a maid visa and health record if you want them to process those matters for your maid ? My dad renewed my maid's visa and health record without the help of maid agency just below RM80 as opposed to RM1300 offered by the maid agency.

The maid agency is on the top of my blacklist group of despicable human that I don't want to interact with. (Ask me personally the rest of my blacklist group) Do you know how easy it is for them to recruit those foreign women to become maids in Malaysia? All they need is to travel to Indonesia and meet with a local runner who will induce all those easy kena tipu perempuan , normally uneducated village girls, with promise of high pay job and then arrange them to be either travel into Malaysia legally ( this will increase their price/salary value) or smuggled in and subsequently legitimized by the custom officer through a "healthy" bribe. After that, the maid agency will simply teach all this foreigners the simple housework and sell them at high price because there's a high demand in Malaysia.